Saturday, September 8, 2012

No love lost, no love found

I've tried to replace cutting with a rubber band around my wrist. The cuts have healed extremely well I can barely see them anymore. Basically whenever I feel like cutting I just snap my wrist with the rubber band. Doesn't leave any permanent marks so it's a thousand times better. 
Yesterday I dind't eat much and threw up dinner downstairs while my mom was doing the dishes upstairs.. That's kinda risky but I felt so crossed out I had to do it. Now after breakfast I weigh 54,9... Why am I not losing :(


love you

S

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