Today has been a good day! I sincerely laughed and spoke with ppl and all. I even made the guy I'm starting to hate an outsider among his friends because after the way he's been treating me, they like me better than him :D In your face. My "best friend" doesn't give a shit about me anymore though.. I hate that :( probably got tired of my shit like everyone else. I'm scared of feeling this good because the it will feel even worse to fall in that hole of crap again. Better to be numb than happy for a passing moment and over emotional and sad as hell the rest of the time. I'm so scared of the moment I lapse into that once again. Damn I'm cold...
Love you all
S
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