I'm so hungry... But I shouldn't eat anything today. I'm so fat I can't even look in the mirror. My face is so round and ugly. Like the only thing I've ever done is eat. I don't even remember what I did the day before yesterday, though I remember eating something. I've come to think I'm actually more BED than anorexic.
I just want to take a knife and cut all this fat off me .
I'm so scared of myself, because I'm just not me. 5 years is such a long time to be lost. I may not be coming back..
I just want to let you know how much it means to me that you read my blog and comment sometimes<3 It's nice to know I'm not alone(=
And remember, if this was easy, wouldn't everyone be doing it? ;)
S
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