The break I took from my cycle of binging and purging proved me last night that I can purge again using my fingers. I see myself going back to that shit and I don't want to..Right now I'm not doing very well, though actually I haven't been well for ages. I'm trying to hold it together but that's just another thing I'm not good at. The exam week is tearing my nerves to shreds and I'm bouncing between a hysterical person and a zombie. Yesterday was terrible I couldn't wait to go home and cry but the tears wouldn't come out so I just sat outside smoking, wanting to die. Hopefully I won't wake up tomorrow.
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