Friday, January 4, 2013

I Set It Free, Scratched My Eyes Out

I can't even begin to describe how much I hate myself right now.. I'm such a fat pig! Yesterday I ate a proper dinner and didn't purge, today I ate too much too, I'm right back at 49, even 50... Fuck my life and fuck me for not having any self-control at all =(
Such a horrible day. While my dad was downstairs I was puking in the sink upstairs.. I've become so careless I wasn't even thinking and hardly got any food out of my body, what a waste. I'm just a waste of a perfectly good shell of a human, cause the inside is pure crap. How can I live with myself? I shouldn't..

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Wake me up, please..

S
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2 comments:

  1. EnglishroseJanuary 5, 2013 at 11:57 AM

    we all have off days just start again tomorrow
    dont be too hard on yourself
    i love you
    xx

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    1. SJanuary 6, 2013 at 6:45 AM

      I'll try but I'm so tired of fucking up.. :/
      Hope things will get easier when I go back to school
      Love you too<3 Hope ur ok(=

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