Where do I go from here?

Hmmm. It sounds obnoxious but I definitely became the person who's used to getting what they want. Too bad I'm terrible at making important decisions and way too destroyed to believe there's love out there for me. I feel awful, even physically. 
I used to have someone to talk to every day.

 

 

 

 A very small part of me is telling me I need a hug.

S